IM SO SAD . ILOVEYOU DEAR . .='(

im a MODEL . so wat??






HURMM. .I HATE TIS FEELING SO DAMN MUCH .

I MISH U . I LOVE U . I DONT CARE IF U HANDSOME OR NOT . I DONT MIND IF U RICH OR POOR . OL I WANT IS UR HONESTY . 

xtao suda mao story ma sapa . only can write on u blogspot .tat y i loveyou . .

tdi i met him . .my huby my talingung . so i oso wat evil tat come inside me ttba ne mara n bnci sama dia .he know im mad but he still tried to make me smile . but i cant . 

jd suda tu , aku diam seja laa . then ttba tu aku ckp la aku mo blik . trus huby saia halang. .

dia tau apa masalah kmi masa tu tpi dia ttap juga pujuk aku . then aku ni plaa mnta puji trus mgamuk . then we fighting laa. . ='(

he hug me tight so i wont go so many times . he still pujuk in a good manners even saia suda mara2 . saia tau he try to btahan dgan saia . i know dear . im sorry. .

i slap him . .cubit dia  . .cakar dia smpai ada kesan bekas . mera2 lg tu . and then he still say ITS OKAY AND SMILE TO ME??

after tat, i still mad wit him and still wanna go home . and then dia mlutut depan saia , saia wat dunno seja?? begoknyaa saiaa . .saia pla masi x mara2 . then he kiss my forehead and then he cryy . OMG ! =(

silly me . =(

and now i realises how much he LOVE ME . AFTER WAT I'VE DONE TO HIM . I STILL DARE TO SAY

 LET BROKE UP  . .

sobsobsob.  ='( im sorry huby . im really sorry . mbE tis is the best way for us .

i know its hard for u n for me bcuz we are in relationship for 4yearss . and there are so much memories of us . i hv to let u go . i cant be wit u anymore . but i appreciate u as my ex boyfie . 

and then i realises 1 more things , i cant forget wat hv u done to me . 

u cheating on me , u give me a lot of lies . u yeld at me for da girl tat i didnt do anything to her . u insultings me wit many words tat are hurting me a lot . ='(

DONT U KNOW U HURTING ME SO MUCH???DONT U?

SOBSOBSOB . .

but i still love u and i still can forgive u . then i  realises wen u sent me home 

 my tears falling down . i was crying . i know i cant stand wit u anymore . .

u hurt me so badly . if u dont love me just say it . dont lie to me and do ol the damn things .
but its okay dear . lets continue our own life. 
i will owes support in whatever u do for ur life .  hope u success . i know u can . =) 
tek k dear . hv a nice day to u . bye. .